everything doesn't seem to be going my way now. i feel so sick of sch. it sux. esp sjc! hate it. hate it.


sometimes i feel there is really no one to turn to.


they say i can tell them,


but it doesnt work that way.


i dunno.


maybe im over reacting.


anyway, wen to plaza sing today to watch spider man2 wid joanna, rachel, steph and cathy. but steph, rachel and cathy wanted to watch meangirls so they wen to watch la. well me and joanna watched spider man coz' i've oredi watched meangirls twice! after movie wen to buy glass bottle for maddie, to fill up the choco wen home was happily filling it uo wen i accidently dropped the whole bottle of glass on the floor! biang! it's gone. got scolded by dad so being so csreless.. haiz, all thanx to my butter fingers!=( now have to go and buy new bottle for maddie before sat. still cant decide if i should go wid maddie on sat, priya is not going so, i will be the one and only 1i gal there! =( anyway i noe y so doesnot wan to go. alright come back to the point, should i go oor not. aiyah, i tink i'll go la. maddie's my buddy!=)


sad. sad. haiz, feeling realli realli down nowadays. firstly because of her, her and hER! hate the bitch like hell!!! dun talk abt her le.. secondly because not enough sleep, only got 8 hrs of sleep a day! haiz.. thirdly, because sch sux! hate it.



I always thought
If i could hold on
to what i want
It will surely be in
my hands one day.
It was my belief.
But i neva know if
it was possible.
Coz i've been holding
on so long.
And things still doesn't
seemed to be going
on with my way.
Now that i am confused
with wat i want.
I just yearn to.
Fly away.
far far away.


[[i wanna fly away*]]





-
flyawayy`